Thursday, April 29, 2010
Stories beside my habit of sleeping
I hate my bad habit of being so easily to fall asleep. I couldn’t concentrate on studying or doing anything effectively. How can I find the method to reduce my problem of sleeping? It is not always because I don’t get enough sleep, therefore I feel like sleeping more. Whether I get enough sleep or not, I still have a strong deserve to sleep. When I was in high school, I started being like that. I was tired and sleepy all the time, especially in the afternoon time. While teachers were giving the lectures, I was sleeping in classes and sometimes did not know what he or she was talking about. In the day time, I felt sleepy, but in the night time I was really awake. I often stayed up late and got up late as well. Every time, my father called me to get up and prepare to go to school, I always sad: “Can you give me five or ten minutes more? I will get out of bed, I promise”. I know five or ten minutes more, will not change that much, but I still deserve to have these little time to get more sleep. Therefore, I have been usually late for classes, no matter in the past or in the present. I used to be deducted a lot of points or have to pay money for punishment dude to my lateness. Furthermore, somehow I became standing out and catch the attention of everyone because I could sleep every time, everywhere, and every position. Uhm…I remember when I first moved to a new high school in a city, I was really famous because of my sleeping issue. My friends later told me that I was so brave, how I dared could fall asleep in the biology class in which the most strict and scary teacher taught. Come on, I was just a freshman, how could I know how scary she possibly was. However, I realized she did make every her student feel really stress and afraid, especially when she wanted to check our memories of biology’s lessons. Not only in her class, but also in other classes, I still sometime feel sleepy. It has been become my bad habit and my special attention with everyone in a new environment. Actually, I did not know that my friends paid that much attention about that, but latter they shared their memory about me with me. They said because every time they looked at me, I was always in the position of sleeping, how I could do that. Then, I was interested by two classmates since they started noticing about me. They were both my close friends and they were close to each other also. I did not expect that they would like me at the same time. One was my best friend in class. One was my friend in another class. I just thought them as my friends, but it was an awkward and difficult time for all of us. The one I liked and hoped he would like me in return did not have any obvious expressions toward me. In contract, two of my close friends began developing the feeling with me day by day. At that time I was really confused and hurt somehow. Then I decided to give up all of them and choose to be single as usual. I thought it would be the best way for all of us. Then when I met that boy who I used to fall for him in America, I finally knew that he backed up with me because they were all his best friends. I thought he was a little bit selfish to do that. But I know if I were him, probably I would do the same way. Relationship happens between close friends are the most complicated and hurtful thing in the world. What we should do to still keep the friendship, but still can be with the person we like. It would be really hard; sometime you just can choice one of them. Therefore, I hope everyone would not let this situation happen as less as possible.
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